Heylo. Afiqa bought me a new headband as she broke my purple one. DARKBLUE, luvluv.


Bad Part:

All I want to say is, why do you get everything what I wished for? Sympathy, friends and more. You didn't even put effort in anything, and you just get it. I tried my very best to please my friends, but it just didn't work. Whenever we fight, people would blamed me and go to you. They don't even know how I feel. All they care is you. Am I transparent or what? Whatever I said, there's people out there commenting. Do you have any idea how much it hurts me? People keep telling me not to be bad to you. Try to give in. And people always told me you give in all the time. In my defense, I don't see it. People always ask me to think twice about what I'm going to do. I'm so tired about people telling me what to do. Can I just do it without people commenting or telling me it's wrong? I'm always pissed at you, but I don't show it. Only sometimes, when I can't stand it. You follow me like a dog, as if I'm your owner. I don't own you. You have other friends out there to follow instead of me. Yes, I admit, I do bully you. But nowadays I don't. I come to realized bullying you leads to nowhere. Once, we were outside. I wanted to see pictures in your phone as you're cam whoring all the time. You don't let me see your phone or even touch cause you know, I wouldn't give back you. And at that moment, I don't even have the intention to take it away from you. I once told you, whatever I took, I would give back eventually. I'm just playing. I know you get irritated sometimes. Let's move on to someone else. You keep asking me to buy this and that. You think I got money? You think I'm rich like you? Yes, you can afford everything. But I buy what I need. I'm not like you spending your money on unnecessary items. You said, you ask your family for money. I was thinking, is your family an ATM machine? Where you can just get money? I shouldn't interfere too much. One day, I was happily drinking my Milo. I admit, I was full. Even if I drink too fast, my left eye would be in pain, and I hate that. Sometimes at home, when I can't finished my dinner, my parents ask me to eat slowly so I can finish. That's what I'm doing. And you think I can't finish it. Well, you snatched it away, and saying, " I sacrifice for you. " What sacrifice is there to sacrifice? I was bloody pissed. You didn't ask me whether I can finish it. And, when I don't want buy, you forced me to. What are you? My mother? When we were out. I invited everyone so we can have a sneak peek. While, you bring the whole group to other places just to eat. We're not even hungry. You bring us there just because you can eat. How selfish can you get? I'm still pissed at you for losing the things I bought for you. You didn't paid me or treat me? You said you treat me, but when? 2012 when the world gonna end? Or what? When I'm dead, and you use the money for my funeral?



Good Part:

Thanks for tolerating me. Thanks for going out w me. Thanks for everything. Some time back, I hated you, cause you hated me. I agree, we have this thing, that make us hate each other. But now, we overcome it. We laughed like monkeys. We create jokes. I really hope we can stay like this forever. Move on to another person, my bestie. Thanks for being my bestest best friend. I think I irritate you and stuff. But you're always there for me. I'm really glad we've been best friends for more than 2 years, I think. You always be the best! LOVE YOU!





YOU PEOPLE SHOULD KNOW WHO I MEANT IN MY BOTH GOOD AND BAD PARTS!